Nikto removes his hands.


“You're … are you kidding me? Forgive me! Punish me! Fuck me! This is the only thing you need! Nothing else!”


“You still want in my house?”


“That’s all! Conversation is over!”


“Nik …”


“I remember you were very hungry?”


“I do not want it anymore…”


“Get out, Arel! Now go away!”


“I do not want!”


“I said go away!”


Are you ordering me?”


“Yes!”


“Like … like your slave?”


“Yes!”


Arel pulls away desperately, hands down.


“I … I am your slave, and where are the others, where is my Lis, Sguint- Eye?”


“Here, at the same time and check the rest! You can go now! I repeat for a long time! Should I get up?”


“No!”


And Arel trudges to the door:


“Do you love me?”


“Arel!”


“If it stays, I'll bring you some rotten carrots too …” and he, already laughing, jumps out, deftly dodging a bottle that has flown into him.


Arel was obedient, especially since he was actually hungry. Going down to the servants, right into the kitchen, and sitting at a huge and empty cutting table, he ate everything that was brought to him. Then, taking


two girls, he descended even lower into the cellars of the castle, to the hot springs, where there was warm water in the pool. Once so long ago that he himself did not remember this, she was fed directly into the rooms upstairs, once … He who had eaten himself almost fell asleep while the slaves washed, combed it and rubbed the skin with fragrant oil.


It was already light, but, rising to the top, Arel, to his surprise, heard voices. His friends talked loudly and played cards in the small living room upstairs, where he once entertained Nikto as a slave. Apparently, they never went to bed. The shutters on the windows were not removed, and twilight reigned in the room. The fireplace was caustically smoked by a brocade upholstery of a broken armchair, giving more stink than warmth. On the floor are lined up a whole battery of empty wine bottles. There were Lis, Sguint-Eye and Tol with Asa and a few more slaves, including Claire, Nikto’s slave. She also played cards. The whole company was drunk almost to insanity, and their skewed, sunbathing after a sleepless night face seemed sober Arel just wild.


“Fuck, stupid March! How do you distribute ?!”


He heard the voice of the Lis, and froze on the threshold. Listurned to Sguint-Eye, and Arel involuntarily shrank everything inside, he called him what he was called “black” cripples from birth, considering them to be harbingers of the degeneration and death of the “black” race. It was an insulting, derogatory nickname, and Arel never allowed it to be used against Sguint-Eye or Nikto.


The scythe did not hit the Lis, as one would expect, did not give him, as Tol would say, a rally, no. Without even changing his face, he slowly


collected the cards and began to hand them out again, and Arel hated Lis for that now.


Tol, as usual, bluntly barked:


“Who are you?”


“I am a half-breed, you moron! Half-bre-ed


"And what, the half-breed cannot be, well … they …"


“Fuck, you stupid, of course, can! But I am not!"


"And the hair?"


“What is wrong with my hair? I am a "red" half-breed, fucking how much times I need to explain, why I have such hair!"


“Tol, do you want to suck you so that you do not ask stupid questions and do not anger Mr. Atley Alice?” – asked Claire.


“And what's the point, your mouth will be busy with you, and not with him?” – Lis laughed.


Arel stepped away from the door, he didn’t go to them …


I watched them not out of interest, no. They were not interesting to me, I watched them rather from a sense of my own security. No matter how it was there, the instinct of self-preservation still worked. I had something to protect myself in case of need, and in spite of everything I could still stand up for myself! These bastards can't reach me! However, I soon became convinced that they were not going to touch me. They shunned me like a leper. I was lying in a corner on a roughly hulled trestle-bed, on a mattress soaked in my own blood, and it was as if I did not exist.