Rome was blackening outside the window. Flaminio's obelisk pierced the darkening sky. The frozen Tiber loomed to the right. Today, Marco's beloved view from the window did not please him. With a chuckle, he caught himself thinking about summoning a call-girl. However, Marco quickly dismissed the idea, and scolded himself, deciding that he had not quite fallen so low – at least not yet.
He wandered around the living room like a caged tiger. The wall clock showed fifteen minutes until midnight. New year is coming soon, and Marco had nothing to prepare for a celebration – his table was bare. Moreover, what sort of celebration would it be if he was alone?
Marco came up with an idea: when he was a child, his mother had told him about how to attract good luck on New Year's Eve. She said it was essential to dress in red, throw out old junk from the window and eat twelve grapes while the clock struck. One grape at a chime.
Marko didn't believe in all that nonsense, but today he felt especially saddened. Perhaps it was the wine that went to his head, but nevertheless for some reason, he stumbled into his bedroom. There was a photo frame of himself and Paola on the bedside table beside the huge bed. Marco thoughtfully rubbed his stubbled chin and, after considering it, took the photo out and tore it up into small pieces. Not because he hated the girl. He just wanted to make sure there would be nothing compromising if he threw the photo out of the window.
Then he entered the dressing room and pulled out the first red object that caught his eye. It turned out to be a beautiful, large-knit sweater that his mother had made with her own hands. Marco put it on over his sports T-shirt.
Then Marco forced himself to look in the far corner of the dressing room. Having decided, he reached onto the top shelf and took out an old, torn T-shirt that was faded, but very carefully washed and repaired. It was his favourite T-shirt which he wore when visiting his parents in the campagna. He had not lived with them since the age of nineteen, since he started studying.
Two years ago, their house in the village was completely burned down. A remote area, an isolated house with almost no neighbours… His parents didn’t survive. It was fortunate that his brother was not there at the time. An old T-shirt and a vineyard taken care of by strangers were all that remained of that particular past. Marco had the house rebuilt rebuilt in detail, but it never again felt the same.
Marco looked at the T-shirt for a long time, then he took it out of the dressing room, gathered the pieces of the photo on the cloth, and went to the kitchen. It was two minutes before midnight according to the clock. He reached into the fridge, picked out a dozen from a bunch of grapes, rinsed them, and placed them on the table. Some scattered, so Marco collected them in a pile. He opened the window, letting cold air into the apartment. Then he turned on the live broadcast from St. Mark's square in Venice and waited.
Almost immediately, joyful voices came from the TV, announcing that the clock was about to strike. And it was true: the first "boom-m-m-m-m" rang out and Marco put a grape into his mouth. He desperately wanted good luck.
He swallowed the grapes like a duck, without chewing, and with at last stroke, he finished the last of them. The sky lit up with bright fireworks. Marco grabbed the T-shirt and the scraps of photo and walked towards the window albeit reluctantly. He couldn't take his eyes off his burden. His fingers convulsively at the fabric.