Ida had no kids. Her only family was herself and her husband who very soon afterwards found consolation in marrying a pretty young woman. And there was no one to mourn the loss of his poor wife.
Ida was kind and caring, never hurting or being mean to anybody, so she found herself in heaven after she died.
At the very moment her soul was no longer caged in the body, angels came from above to her folding their wings behind their backs. They were watching her with cold blue eyes. The passionless faces of the angels were covered in long white hair.
The angels brushed Ida’s hair and washed her face. Then they dressed her up in a shapeless azure garment, and took wing into the endless blue sky with her.
Ida was very sad when she realized she no longer lived but as she was learning every new thing that was now a part of her world it came to her gradually that it wasn’t all so bad. All she did in her former life was cooking, doing the laundry, taking care of the garden, and indulging her lazy husband. Actually, they lived a contented life, never had fights, but weren’t happy either, since they had no children because the husband never wanted them, and that was Ida’s biggest concern.
«Why should we? We are happy anyway», – he often said. Ida, after some grieving, calmed herself and didn’t touch that subject for a very long time not to make her husband angry.
So that’s the way they lived, all alone.
They were quite rich and had everything they wanted. But here, in Heaven, she never missed anything from her former life. She could spend days walking around parks filled with wonderful fragrances, feasting her eyes upon waterfalls with splashes shattering into thousands of fine diamond drops, enjoying the coolness, the quiet and the birds singing. Ida realized that it was the way the Eternity would last. She saw other people moving slowly, almost floating in the air. They wore the same shapeless garments and had same passionless expressions on their faces. No one was talking to each other and Ida, in spite of wanting so much to speak to anybody, could not either. However, one day she met a guardian angel from her childhood and came to her in her dreams. He told the woman that he wasn’t here just by accident – he was there to fulfill any wish of hers once in a hundred years. Ida was very surprised to learn that as much as a hundred years have passed since she found herself in heaven. The angel explained that a mere hundred years wasn’t much for an Eternity.
Yes, you are right, Ida agreed. And my only wish is to have a chance to talk to somebody. Although, I almost forgot that I’m talking to you now.
The only ones you can speak with are myself, and anyone else who wasn’t born. You will find them in the Land of Unwanted Souls, the angel replied. It’s not far from here. Go to the end of this alley until you reach a stone ivy-grown grotto, and then enter it and you will get what you’ve asked for. Now it’s time to say good-bye. See you in a hundred years, the angel uttered turning into a cloud, completely vanishing from sight in a moment.
Ida hurried to the grotto. She walked past it before since she got to live in Paradise but never entered it. It seemed from the outside that it was pitch dark inside but after walking for a little while, Ida saw a corridor with a light that grew brighter with every step. At the end of the tunnel, Ida noticed a tracery wicket. A vast green lawn stretched far away behind it. This is the Land of Unwanted Souls! – Ida realized. She already got used to the beauty of Heaven but it was so much more fascinating here: palaces and fountains laid in pure white marble, gazebos of finest crystal with clear water nearby that had golden fishes gliding all around. To her astonishment, this land was full of unusual animals, peacefully grazing around exotic plants. She had only few minutes to look around and enjoy the beauty of the Land when all of a sudden she saw a cheerful gang of kids who came running to her shouting «Mommy, mommy!». They went «Mommy, mommy» on and on eagerly as the smallest but agile kid climbed up to her arms in the blink of an eye. His fair curls tickled Ida’s neck. God, was she touched!